Sitting here like uninvited companyWallowing in my own obscenitiesI share a cigarette with negativitySitting here like wet ashesWith X's in my eyes and drawing fliesBathed in perspiration drowned my enemiesUsed my inspiration for a guillotineI fire a loaded mental cannon to the pageLeaning on the pedestal that holds my self denialFiring the pistol that shoots my holy prideSitting here like wet ashes with X's inMy eyes, and drawing fliesHey what you yellin'About, conditions, permission, mirrored self afflictionHey what you yellin' about sadist'sCo-addiction, perfect analogiesHey what you yellin' about conditionsPermission mirrored self afflictionLeaning on the pedestal that holds my self denialFiring the pistol that shoots my holy prideSitting here like wet ashes with X's in my eyesAnd drawing flies